Why Hello Handsome...

Today my husband and I had the pleasure of having the 3D ultrasound done. That is by far the coolest thing i've ever experienced. To be able to see my little one brought me such joy. The bond between a mother and her baby in the womb is already so strong, and then being able to experience something like that makes it even better.

Dearest Jackson,
I got to see you for the first time today. Daddy and I had a 3D ultrasound done and got to see your sweet face. I've never experienced such joy. Jackson, I love you so much already and can't wait to hold you. Being able to see you made me realize how close it is to you being here. It makes your daddy and I all the more excited. We have your nursery all set up for your arrival. I'm 30 weeks along and the further along I get, the stronger your kicks feel. I think you may be a fan of peaches because anytime I eat them, you go crazy in my belly. Everytime I feel you kicking though it makes me smile. The other night your daddy even saw you kicking in my belly from across the room. We are so anxious to meet you. Until next time, you have all my love.
Mommy

30 weeks!

How far along? 30 weeks
Total weight gain: 20 pounds
Maternity clothes? some new dresses
Stretch Marks? a teeny one :( Not telling you where
Sleep: not very good, besides waking up every hour to pee, its uncomfortable
Best moment this week: When Joshua looked at me and said he couldn't wait to hold our son
Movement: lots of flips, turns, kicks, and punches. I love it!
Food cravings: Aside from being plagued by heartburn, i'm craving lots of sweets. Mainly oreos!
Gender: My little man!
Labor Signs: Occasional BH contractions
Belly button in/out: It's weird, the top sticks out all the time. It's mostly all out but it depends on where he is and what he's pushing on
What I miss: The main thing is balanced hormones
What I am looking forward to: The 3D/4D ultrasound on 6/18. We'll get to see how much he's grown and get to see who he looks more like. Can't wait!

Sweet Baby Boy

Yesterday I learned of my future,
Full of tonka trucks, tools, G.I.Joes, and Blocks,
We'll spend our weekends at the park together,
Playing on the swings, feeding the ducks, and throwing rocks.
I imagine what your face will look like,
A sweet smile, innocent eyes, and a button nose
a hand that wraps around my pointer finger,
You'll squeeze so tight as if to never let go
I can't wait to see your reaction
When your tiny toes dig into the sand for the first time
Or when you manage to climb the stairs up to the slide all by yourself
that moment will be my proudest
When you get your first boo boo
I'll hold you and kiss you until the hurting goes away
When you come inside with grass stains on your best jeans
I'll smile because I know these days won't last forever
When you ask me why you can't stay up late
You won't have to wonder long
because i'll be telling you dragon tales and stories from long ago
and your eyes will drift off because you know your safe

The days when you ask me why we have the things we do

I'll tell you because the Lord has given us all we have

And you'll be able to rest in the security that we have an amazing Saviour

And you'll be grateful and give thanks

Your daddy and I will cuddle you until your full

I'll kiss you daily and stick kisses in your pocket to save for later

Above all, we'll tell you we love you today, tomorrow, and always

So you never will have to question how much we care

You've overwhelmed me with happiness

Even though i've yet to see your precious face

4 months remaining till my arms will hold you

Till then, i'll be counting down the days

To the little one in my belly, I Love You